Oh god. Why am I so scared. Fuck fuck fuck. I’m so scared right now.
Oh god, I just want to wail. Fuck, I’m antsy. This isn’t good, this isn’t good, this isn’t good. This is not good. This is not good. Fuck I’m gonna die.
Oh god. Its one of those nights. Fuck fuck fuck. I’m gonna start crying.
You know, today was pretty ok day. Then i lost my retainer and i feel like the whole fucking world crashed down on me. God do i feel like complete and total shit.
So, no familiar faces, and it was hot as fuck, mention Rammstein in a German class and everyone just so happens to know them. They laughed. Also, I realized I’m practically a cliche. Weird hair, multiple ear piercing, a facial piercing, and guess what i told my class i wanted to do, something with make up and body modifications and that my hobby is drawing… God im a lame ass.
Guess who missed their first day of college yesterday. Woke up sick as shit and had to skip. So wish me luck, because I’ve got a lot of shit to do today.
It’s so frustrating when you’re like the only person who can see how evil and sneaky someone is and everyone else is like blind to it